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Journey Through My Mind


 Nigger Is What He Called Me!!!!!!!
 

I haven't been to blogstream in a very long time. Today i decided to write because i am very hurt. Yesterday I was called NIGGER! Never in am million years would i have thought a person would refer to me as that. That is a very hateful word. I was told by a Onondaga County Police Officer and i quote " you fat black bald headed Obama free loading bitch" I never ever thought racism would be displayed so openly. I am disgusted that I had to experience that. When he first said it to me I argued back with him. When i finally made my way home it registered exactly what he had called me. I broke down into tears. I actually felt the pain many of our ancestors felt. I have cried two days straight and i am so distraught. If a person can hide behind a badge and a gun what else can he be capable of. I am worried for the many young people that live in this neighborhood.I am so hurt and as of right now don't know what to do. Racism is fucking cruel and mean. When will people learn that this world is occupied by many races and cultures. Please don't treat your children that it is ok to be a RACIST!
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 Sleeping With The Angles
 

It is never easy to accept a childs death. We always expect the elderly to go. I guess because that is the natural process of life. On sunday reality had set in that I had to watch my bestfriend of 12 years say goodbye to her first born at 10 years old. I cried because I didnt know what I would say to comfort her.
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 The Dream (Explicit)
 

In a deep sleep. I can feel them, the hands.

Caressing my body ever so gently.

I want to awaken but i cannot.

Those lips, ones that I have felt and tasted before. So tender and inviting Soft moans escape my lips

His presence strong,and masculine

I indulge in the escapade

My fingertips explore his body

His manhood pertuding in the most exciting way

His voice low and deep, reminds me of a thunderstorm at it's beginning

My body, it shivers from the chills

Still asleep, I cannot awaken

I am aware of the whole act but cannot stop

Pure enjoyment as he nibbles,suckle,and caress every in of me

This man who is he?

I know him I just can't see his face

He slowly enters my temple

Now my moans become louder

He slow dances with me under the covers

Tears escape my eyes Not from pain but pure extasy

He leans in and licks the tears from my eyes

This moment seemed as if it would last forever

My body began to run cold,

every muscle stiffens, he moves faster,

I'm panting, My heart rate like a drum,

I scream I am about to........ Then I awaken from the dream

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 Only You Can Make A Change
 

I have been reading The 48 Laws Of Power. This book is great. It made me realize a lot of things about myself as well as other people. One law in this book all people should follow. LAW 10:INFECTION-Avoid The Unlucky and Unhappy "You can die from someone else's misery- emotional states are as infectious as diseases.You may feel that you are helping the drowning man but you are only precipitating your own disaster.The unfortunate sometimes draw misfortune on themselves;they will also draw it on you.Associate with the happy and fortunate instead" I don't understand how people complain about the same old issues in their life day in and day out. Yet they do nothing to change it. I think that misery becomes part of their life it's what makes them thrive from day to day. I get tired of hearing the same old "I NEED A JOB", "I NEED A MAN WHO WILL TREAT THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED". OR " WHAT DOES GOD HAVE IN STORE FOR ME" bullshit questions and comments from people. The truth is things won't change until you make a change. Call me harsh but it's reality. I was one of those who enjoyed my misery and liked the company that came along with it. I noticed after a while nobody wants to be around someone who isn't happy with themselves, their life or anything else for that matter. You only slow down someone else's progress as well as your own. Your emotional state as well as someone else's can be a hazard. I have learned to look at all the negatives and find what can be made positive from it. I can honestly say I understand the meaning of " You can catch more Bees with honey than flies" Hopefully if someone else reads this book they will be more knowledgeable then they were before they read it.

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 Lost In The Cause
 

My days long and drawn out
When is my last day of struggle coming to an end?
Striving to be the best I can
Not yet understanding the facts of life
My story the same as others
Lost In The Cause
My height of success put on pause
Day to day I pray
Yet I still lose faith
Noticing that the weary never rest
Yet the wicked, sound asleep
My dreams now nightmares
Wishing my time is up in this dreadful place
I cannot escape!
When do I say enough is enough?
The mind is a terrible thing to waste
What do you do with a mind that courrupts it's keeper?

P.S : I know that those of you who read my posts notice I ask questions. These questions aren't to be literally answered. They are just some questions I may have for myself or even questions that others ask themselves.


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